
Hello everyone :) Welcome to my latest edition of the Thursday 13. A prelude before my TT13 thought.
I have had a 2-week hiatus mainly because of some issues I am dealing with. Part of which is what I am going to write about. For those who have been reading for awhile, you know that there have been a couple writings over the years dealing with personal issues, depression, weight problems. Recent events in my life had led me down these same paths, and the last couple of days I have felt like that giant run-away bowling ball, with nothing stopping it. Hence the hiatus two weeks ago. Last week, I just got busy with work and stuff...just didnt get a chance to do anything. It was probably a good thing. Working took my mind away from what has been on my mind. But it leads me to the avoidance piece. Avoid it long enough, maybe it will go away....it doesnt, but it was worth a shot.
So here are 13 things I would like to change (or are attempting to change) about myself - in no particular order:
- My weight is still a struggle -- it comes and it goes and then it comes back again. This is not a new struggle. Just a struggle I cant seem to conquer.
- My "everything is OK" facade -- There are days when everything is NOT OK...and I need to deal with those and stop acting like everything IS OK
- My CD collection is all out of sorts. I started to organize them, and now I just need to finish that and get my collection on my server. I made a dent - I have about 20% (over 9000 songs) on there, tagged, and organized....I am getting there :)
- DVD Collection -- see above, just nowhere NEAR 9000...more like 90 but I need to catalog and organize it
- Let go of the past - Its over and done with -- move on!
- Express true feelings without inhibition. Sometimes, I dont go as far as I would like to when I write. I stop mid-feeling...maybe from an inhibition or fear of rejection from my peers? who knows :)
- Exercise - See #1 -- I need to get into a regiment of exercise regularly. I start then I stop then I start again, then I stop again
- You have to love yourself before you can love anyone else. I need to find how to love myself again. To quote the great Righteous Brothers, I lost that loving feeling.
- Since moving to Wisconsin I have also not found a church...I miss going to church.
- Explore Wisconsin. There are so many parts of this state I have never seen.
- Relax - I need to find some "ME" time. If you dont take time for yourself, you really should!
- Some friends have asked for some music - I am actually going to get around to sending them out :) So its been since Christmas - I'm getting there!
- Complete closet cleaning -- time to empty them out and redo them
Have a great week everyone!
J-Dawg
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