No matter what, the memory of that moment remains. It will creep up on you when you least expect it. You may see a movie preview, hear a song on the radio, or glance at a picture...and there it is...the feeling you chose not to deal with.
That is where I am tonight - and I am not dealing with these feelings and emotions very well. Right now I would give anything for an Ambien and a cool side of a pillow.
J-Dawg